realised the importance of her in my world...esp my inner world...felt so emotional without...

am i les or wat...haha...Jk...lol...

mayb i've taken her for granted...in some ways...or mayb i made her feel dat way...

but watever i can rem...i didn't tak any moment wif her for granted...

i 'fu chu'... i noe i did...tis is nt the case lik ZM...totally diff...wif ZM our percentage of

'fu chu' is 70% to 30%...i'm the one giving 30%..feel bad bout it..but guess dat's wat's fate bout..

oni when u met the rite friend of ur life den u will really give all in...

n i noe all is given to her...

oni wif her my heart's burden is reduced....can hav the courage to face the challenges in life...

though i noe she's nt a very gd listener...but i aso noe dat she's trying to b one when it's mi

who have grieves for her to listen to...all along it's been this way....n i believe....it'll b

tis way...

FOREVER...

very happening tis days...haha..

yesterday went to ViVOcity wif Derek...finally met up wif him...haha...think i rejected his offer

4 or 5 times...haha...paisay ar derek...lol...

think the whole meet up went quite well...given dat we dun really spoke to each other during

SEC...ahaha..the place very big lo...alll the shops...branded...haha...so many things to c...

a bit lik country pumkin...hahah...coz i seldom shop...in the end...derek lik my tour guide...haha...

showed mi the diff brands...elab a little on their characteristics....hahah...learnt a lot..

n wanted to buy...but very x...!!!! :( haha...but really eye opener lo...a lot of nice clothes...

very unique...we shop frm bout 5 till bout near 8 still haven't shop finish lo....juz before we leave we saw

another stretch of shops dat we haven't shop yet....haha...

best part is the outside scenary...wow...lik on cruise...haha...ppl taking photos...OOPS...juz

rem...I FORGOT TO TAK PHOTOS!!!!! AARGHH...stupid...how can i forgot dat....haiz...

anyway....standing along the railings....looking out at the sea....cing SENTOSA...n the ferries....lik

TITANIC lo...haha...the atmosphere there really very gd...we even saw a couple drinking wine while walking...YEAH...

they practically took wine glasses n walk ard...haha...weird couple...haha....really fun...haha...

mayb i'm nt the kuai kuai nui dat i think i am...haha...i actually lik tis kind of shopping...haha...

hanging out wif friends...haha....thx derek....:p

helped auntie KC...did volunteer work...taught ppl who r ex drug addicts...ex smokers...
some r old...some middle aged...my first thought accepting tis offer is
scary..coz i feel unsecure at the thought of facing them...

luckily the other side of mi dorminant my actions...i hav the rite mindset facing
them...i treat them as my friends...

my bro 'escort' mi there..at first he's quite unwilling..moody...haha...
but he turn out to feel fulfilling n appreciate the experience...where i'm very
glad of...hahaha...

it was quite fun n meaningful...they may say weird stuff...but they're juz lik kids..
when i showed them the way for making handicraft flowers...they were so delighted
at the way the flowers blossom...if instead my 'students' were to b other ppl of the society
they may juz ooo ar ya....so i guess dat's the great difference in them...they
express their heart felt feelings...

the feeling...the satisfaction felt when u thot wat was impossible for shaking
hands to complete actually appeared right in front of u...they made the flowers
...some were even very nice n better den mine even though those were their
first handmade flowers!!! i'm so delighted for them...

one of them actually said pls let him bring back a flower to show his mom..
though wat purpose it may b for or whether it may b a lie...but i will
definitely keep tis touching memory wif mi...

tis r the ppl who need help...even juz teaching them easy handicraft will brighten their day..
seeing the smiles i've put on their faces as their flowers blossom made
my day a fruitful n memorable one....

yum yum...!!! swensens!!! my very first 'Earthquake' hahaah...we shared a giant
one bet 6 ppl!!! lol...first time in my life eat 8 flavors of ice cream at
one go...haha...ppl r CF..XJ..SM..JM..SJ...!

haiz...

juz the type of person i am...one hu think a lot but poor in using words
to express...haiz...gave the necklace...but wat came out of my mouth is kind
of diff...haha...contradicting rite...the main reason is....wanted to say i happen to c the necklace n thot
of the person...think dat person will like it dat's y i bought...in the end
i oni told the person bout part of the reason...haha...said coz birthday nvr gif present
so treat it as a belated...haha..me a weird gal rite...say things half half de...
haha..

anyway....everything happen so fast...been nt in sch for almost 1 yr le...sad...

haiz...Mable said we should let parents noe roughly wat we 'LY'ing...i find it very hard...haiz..
very hard...while i work ppl rest...den weekend most of the time gt religion stuff...so of coz my family
c little of mi...haiz...they'll nt categorise whether u go out for wat stuff...once out means u r out..
so everytime u go out too long...volcano will errupt...lol...
ya...sometimes really very tired...first friends...den studies..nw family...
oni one thing to comfort myself...xiu dao ren if meet ni jin (bad situation) better den
sun jin...haha...a bit lousy excuse la...ahaha..

sad sad...