finally i got the permission to tak leave for nxt mon..to pray my aH GONG first yr...
luckily my doc still nt bad...haha...

time really flies...1 yr le...haven't seen ah gong for 1 yr le...

dun think i hav the face to c him too...rem when i was J1, my ah gong watches news everyday...
the news broadcast dat the A level results was announced...ah gong thot i'm J2...called straightaway n asked..
' ah B can go uni nt???' i still rem his voice over at the phone vividly...
yet...ah gong chose to leave during my a level prelims....if he's still ard...

ah gong gt qiu tao...i noe he'll b in heaven looking over mi....

wat i would lik to tell him is dat i'll nt juz give up so easily...tis may b my biggest obstacle at the moment in my life...
but i'll try ways to overcome it...i wan to live even better den before...more meaningful...
academic is nt everything...but it's sure part of my life n will b forever...
so...i'm nt gg to let go so easily...fan xia is sth dat i hav to learn...
in this case i'll oni learn hw to fan xia the failures before n pick myself up to face the challenge ahead...

noe it's easier said den done....but i believe...with my heart to it...i'll slowly learn how to...:p