* XuAn * we're all coMplex humans..no anteenas...no understanding can b bridged without communication...

guess maintainin anything is nt as easy...once u think u noe a person well..it may nt b wat u think it is..humans r so complex beings..both mentally n physically...

haha..sounds a bit depressing...juz thot of it after seeing my friend's nick...
"don always say u all understand me cos u all don.. i'm so sick n tired of tis.. y am i on tis world??"
i guess at times i dun even understand myself..wat's more to understand another being..haha..

am i juz too lazy or wat..feel so sick of tis game...apply n wait n apply again...n nw i hav to wait again to apply for poly nxt yr...sick of it...disgusted by it...but wat can i do...

mayb..tis is a time of my life to recognise things more impt in life den juz acad....family..religion...friends...

decision making is yet another exhausting matter..it squeezes ur brain real tight...juz to peeel out all the remaing brain juice in it juz lik wat the juice squeezer will do...it makeses u so restless n helpless...stuck out of nowhere...so uncertain...so lost...nobody to depend on...oni yourself...the tired u...